2023/5/19

Florescence measurement for exciton dissociation/quench/ diffusion

Accidentally saw H’s group meeting, Menurah’s not there. Only a group of men. Where is she?

What is the reason those men like to exploit, torture and degrade women? Do they get pleasure from it? Why?

They all have mothers right? Where does this misogyny came from?

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Ask my question to CC. She said they are probably used to it. They need to have a taste the misogyny themselves. She said.

I don’t want to torture anyone. I said.

I want them to mean nothing to me. Like a grain of sand, some dust, no thoughts, no past present or future, nothing, back to what they were. I thought. I’m getting close now, I can feel it. I smile and wave at H when I see him nowadays

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ooooooh yeah wolfram alpha on chatgpt!!!!

The curry’s too hot 🥲😭 too hot it feels like my butthole is falling out of me