2025/7/21

I’ll be fine once I finish. Once I submit the design. I can do this.

I’m getting very bad headaches from the air conditioner.

Went to the gym yesterday first time in a year- or even longer.

I thought about how I got myself here. Everyone I met in the business world told me how young I am, and how young I look, yet I feel like I’ve lived centuries. Maybe because I’m tired and have too much on my mind.

It’s been 5 years. Sometimes I feel like my life is some kind of condensed zip like file.

I thought about GRY saying he feels very lonely. I didn’t know what to say. I have no solution. I think their break up left a big hole in him.

Then I thought about marriage, it might be surprising for others I’m very pessimistic about marriage. I always say I dream and wish there’s a person for me, but I’ve seen so many men acting different before and after marriage, time changes things, I’m scared of it.