2025/5/25

Cambridge is wild.

I just got here, the taxi driver told me the book he’s writing: it’s about a girl with magical healing powers, found a magical wolf with fire power or something, they went on adventures to find herself and find her soul mate. In the beginning I thought the wolf is a soul mate or something (oops) but apparently he appears in the second book, and the wolf has its soulmate in book 3.

He asked if I would be interested to read a book like this.

Yes! I said.

I really don’t know, I love love stories, but I haven’t read fictions much in the last couple of years.

We exchanged emails and he promise to send me once he finish the first book.

Pan came to find me to prepare the pitch tomorrow. We did PowerPoints together( I fucking hate PowerPoints) and I practiced the script. I have a mini pitch to 1 person tomorrow morning and a slightly larger audience in the afternoon.

She told me she just broke up with her girlfriend two weeks ago.

I told her I’ve been single since December 2018.

What?! She exclaimed.

Yeah sometimes I wonder if there’s something wrong with me. I said.

I explained when I just broke up I figured I’m going to open my eyes wide for the next one, I don’t want to make the same mistakes again. Then it’s Covid, then I went to do the PhD and it completely fucked me up (I skipped how detrimental Sam’s influence was. To be fair I think that’s the thing that truly broke me. Faith, expectation and kind assumptions for other people completely shattered. But there’s nothing I can do. Hate brings me more pain than forgive and move on.), then I was at home for a year. That’s it.

No no. She said. You are busy making money.

Yeah… but this is the new hobby I found.  I said. 😂

Good things are going to happen. She said. You are accumulating your luck.

I hope so! I said.

why is the uk so cold 😂