2024/7/7

Went to watch Inside Out 2 with my niece and my mum. So this is the main controller of my brain huh? Anxiety? The girl had Happy as the main controller until adolescence, lucky her. Then anxiety is introduced to her all of a sudden, while I’ve been having anxiety since 4. 😂 Bruh. I wouldn’t know that thing is called anxiety until you point it out. I’m so used to anxiety no one around me can tell I have ongoing anxiety about everything, I can’t even tell it’s anxiety myself, it became a part of me, a ‘tell the future’ me. No, I’m not more chill about things, I just drill the whole thing and even worse things in my brain before any of it ever happens.