2024/4/20

I dropped a few people this year. I thought about the time I deleted contacts, I feel sad, I knew we had a good run, what makes me sad is the fact that I have known for a long time they are not well suited for my life anymore. Not only we grew apart, that we don’t have the same interests or entertainment, there are bigger issues. Values, behaviours, how to treat people. I’m also sad because I can feel the trend of women and men hating each other. It’s been going on for years. Listening to “how disgusting men are” was no fun. It’s growing stronger and stronger, and I’m scared. I feel astounded when she said she doesn’t need her partner at all, and consider him useless, I also feel sorry for both of them, for the contempt and the disillusion. I feel sorry for the men and women who use and being used as tools, I feel sorry for people who inflict hate and pass on hate. Occasionally I feel sorry for myself. I don’t know what’s going on with this world- every gap I know is growing larger.

I lost a lot this year. A lot of things that are my favourite. Items. Documents. Some interests and hobbies. A few people that reached my limit.

I gained more time with my family. Better health and much better sleep.