Model roulette

We went to have brunch.

Beside from Casey’s (? I hope I spell her name right?) criticism, she said to me ‘You can’t give men love, respect and money all together! He’s basically an escort without providing the service.’ We were talking about some old history.

I almost laughed from her horrible analogy. ‘Don’t listen to her!’ I said to YG. ‘How are you going to be comfortable around them and treat them as equal? And I don’t like to think other people this way, I didn’t had the intention like this when I met him. Probably never will’

I try my best to love another like how I love myself. Love is not a business for me. Ultimately the promise is what’s mine is yours- I don’t want to behave anything less than that in the future.

‘But he enjoyed everything he couldn’t afford and treated you poorly… you could’ve have a string of men on call, have a model roulette or something.’ Model roulette- This is so awful it actually made me laugh.

‘Hey! now I learned, I won’t do it again- plus, I don’t like to pick and choose, I don’t like to scatter the attention all over the place. That’s why I haven’t date anyone for a long time and not making any moves nowadays.’

I had most of the Peking duck, they were more interested in the dim sum. I had one bite of the horrible fried noodles.