2023/3/4
We got up at half six, taxi was ready at seven. Anna lost her passport. Three of us went in, she went back to find it. We got on the plane, something’s broken so we waited for an hour, I fell asleep. Later we’ve been told to get off because they need an engineer to sign it off etc., then we waited for another three hours.
A while ago this guy doesn’t want to be Cindy’s bf, now he is. He doesn’t like Sarah bc he claimed ‘she always wanted to have sex with him’, (they were classmates)
this made me laugh:‘I’ve only ever seen men begging to sleep with Sarah. Never once Sarah didn’t get what she wanted.’
YG criticized the guy and arrogant white men again, I checked his photo, i mean…. I’m not sure about Sarah, but I won’t be interested……according to YG he’s an ambitious finance bro, thinks himself very good looking and with a good background (made me think of P 😂), basically thinks he’s too good for Cindy and looks down on her.
I don’t get it. ‘I would quit in the first stage.’ I said. ‘If he thinks I’m not good enough for him, he’s absolutely right, I’ll leave. I don’t see the point of staying to prove anything.’ YG said something like cocky white men is her(Cindy’s) thing, I thought about it and doubt if any of those words contains particular mating advantage. Maybe for biodiversity. For gene pool mix and mash.
Honest thought: fundamentally, it doesn’t matter for me if the guy is black or white or green or purple, if he looks like a kale or a carrot.
I’ve been told off/ criticize by my female friends for being too nice to men, feed their ego, like some kind of traitor. But I love doing it. Gas them up doesn’t harm anyone. Plus, I like to see people happy. 😂
‘I don’t know what I want.’ She said. ‘I need to look around more.’
‘I do.’ I said. ‘I think I’m kinda over that stage. ’
Then she said some same old bashing on men, how she doesn’t like her new friends doing 雌竞(female competition), and how the biggest obstacle of feminism is with women. I learned to block those stuff when she’s talking.
Do women criticize more viciously about the same sex? Do women go into competition mode more often when a men enters the scene? I really don’t know, most of the time I’m not bothered to listen, but I assume it’s a pretty common human thing across both gender.
We then talked but her three little new born brothers and economy downturn, she doesn’t want to go home for this reason. She said she know she can never afford her lifestyle by herself so she plan to live off her parents money for the rest of her life. I shook my head, I said I was pushed into a situation where I need to make my own way, unexpected, unprepared, it’s good to save some money for rainy days.
I know exactly what will happen next if luck is not by your side.