2023/5/31

Woke up at 3 again, crying

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😂😂😂😂😂😂😂I’m very very very sure my phone spies me, right after the convo with CC yesterday saw a meme online ‘the best way to defeat the sorrow of lost love is to listen to red music because low energy is from low personal magnetic field the nation’s magnetic field is pretty strong can use that’

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Anyway, fun trivia: when Xi first became the president, most people have no idea who he is. But everyone know his wife Peng Liyuan. She’s a very famous singer.

Wtf is with this life in the uk test,😂 I’m pretty sure NORMAL people don’t know how long bayeux tapestry is and when did habeas corpus act become law why is it in the syllabus even

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I passed the test. Came out thinking: this is too easy. Like… too easy. I triple checked, finished within 10 minutes, barely studied a day for it, probably made one mistake, because I don’t know what the traditional pub game in the UK is, otherwise I think I answered everything correctly.

What have I done with my life? I’ve been thinking for years I’m some kind of idiot. Maybe I picked some really hard stuff to learn. Like some really really hard stuff.

What is wrong with me??? Why did I choose a ducking hard ass subject to grind and a man that doesn’t love me to love??

Maybe I should take a break and do some easy stuff. 😂

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There’s a tiny thing that grew at the side of my nipple. I’m so confused.

Futurama is on Disney +!!!! Yayyyyy rewatching some episodes now saw details I didn’t understand before !

For example this Banach-tarski multiply machine is based on a Math paradox:

Basically saying a ball can be disassembled and reassembled to yield two copies of the same ball.

Wikipedia:

The Banach–Tarski paradox is a theorem in set-theoretic geometry, which states the following: Given a solid ball in three-dimensional space, there exists a decomposition of the ball into a finite number of disjoint subsets, which can then be put back together in a different way to yield two identical copies of the original ball.

This is so fun. Fun when I was a child, fun when I’m an adult.