2023/5/26

Was at a talk. I thought it’s a shame. All the best brains of 3-5 semiconductors are here, which I always believed it THE NEXT STEP of semiconductors (and the reason I came here), but I don’t know if it’s for me. It’s sad.

Peter Blood’s story is so interesting. He was in the industry for decades.

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Cried again. got a bruise on my eyelid. 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 never knew this could happen

They look so puffy

Cry cry cry. Cry everyday ffs

Gosh I’m glowing in this soft light. Even with my swollen red eyelid. Lighting is the key!!!

Mum called. She asked why I cried. I couldn’t say. Physically cannot do it. We had a minute or two of silence. ‘It’s fine if you don’t want to say it now.’ She said. ‘I’m going to take a shower.’ I said. ‘Go.’ She said.

Well at least I start to write in the diary! Good sign.