2023/6/23

I stared at the butt plug on the table for a few seconds. It made me laugh.

Watched a video how different logic gates are made. This is fun.

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Watched the movie Guy. He’s so cute! And funny!

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Listening to a podcast about Roe vs Wade. I wasn’t too focused on American law because I was thinking about how scared I am.

I’m not ready to have babies. I’m not ready to be pregnant. Im not ready to be a mum. Im not ready to have a fetus grow inside me and tear my flesh when it comes out. I’m not ready my spine will deform, organs pushed aside, I’m not ready my body will break and deteriorate. Im not ready to give all my time and energy to another life. I’m not sure if other women are scared but I’m terrified af.