2025/9/13

I realised when I’m sleep deprived I get very afraid and skeptic about everything.

Hence I’m not a big fan of the schedule for the next two weeks. I mean I’m definitely excited to go to Cambridge and meet people from Synopsys and Mr (or maybe Dr?)J W, I’m even more excited to go back to Kings and speak in the Nash theatre for a pitch, where I used to have lectures, but 5 cities in a week sounds like a challenge.

I re posted the Cardi B selling albums on the street video captioning: Me selling my chips 💅✨💫

In the video she puts a black cloth on the floor with her CD and vinyls on it, she holds sage? I think? And chanting : 9.99

I don’t think people get the joke. She’s so funny. I love her.

I also don’t know how to proceed and deal with everything. I’m constantly making decisions I don’t know the consequences of. I was sleeping on decisions and decisions I was dreaming about decisions.

I’m happy with my niece brought Cici. I know Cell would be sad if I’m away, she’s alone, when no one is cuddling, petting or kissing her as much. Now she has another companion. She always seems happy when I’m back. I realised Cell genuinely likes human and doesn’t have any guards up for human. Like she doesn’t believe we’ll ever hurt her or treat her badly, even I took her to the vet to got her spayed.