2025/7/1

I cried earlier thinking about the conversation with HHZ the other night. What I truly like is a man who is responsible and has integrity. That’s it, that’s all. Maybe when I was younger the way to show responsibility was to guide me and take care of me, now the role might have changed a bit, but in general I wouldn’t think my taste has changed.

I don’t think I’ve met any men, available, in the past 6 years that have those three qualities combined.

He also asked if Sam was the reason I was single the entire time, but since GRY was in the room, I downplayed it, said because the PhD fucked me up big times, then the more I grow the more I learn what I don’t want. I gave him Andreas as example saying I don’t like lousy men, I prefer my place tidy.

I plugged in my new router and registered it, changed its name to Onlyfans(😂), because we were talking about Onlyfans earlier and I said I actually really enjoy taking pics and videos.

I don’t feel comfortable some men knowing where I came from, why I’m suspicious, cautious and keep everyone arm length, because I’m scared. It’s pessimistic. It’s heavy.

Thanks to TikTok I’m trying out a new salmon sperm serum ✨🙂☺️