2025/11/10

I was seriously stressed earlier this week I cried. I hated everyone. I know I actually don’t. I’m just too tired and exhausted by decisions.

I do keep my daily 30 mins stroll outside though, so this is good. I’m also setting up this new rule to force myself to stop working at 10pm.

I’m also not buying any CEO fantasies like 50 shades of grey, since I’m a CEO I know I’m a cheap labor who have 0 downtime with 98 unread messages, 2 deliverables, numerous pitch prep and deck versions, 1000 money problem, 10 of them are related to how to pay outside China, 990 are related to I’m so fucking poor.

I am usually very patient with my mother, lately I found myself occasionally replying to her with ‘anything’ , ‘ok whatever’ and sometimes not fully listening to her. This is bad. I normally listen to everything she said.

Imagine communicating with a person like this. It must be frustrating.