2024/7/4

I arrived for an event. Apparently my roommate just traveled back from London. There are two massive suitcases lying on the floor. Must be an exhausting trip. Haven’t talked to her much yet.

I’m getting headaches from the aircon, and Shanghai is so damp the bedding feels damp. I don’t like it.

I miss my mum and Stem Cell. I miss aggressively kissing Stem Cell and when she came in my room to checks up on me. I miss yelling Ma for no reason and she would ask me what’s up and I said nothing. One of the main reasons I decided to come back to China is when I see white hair on her sideburns and realised I missed 10 years with her. A full decade. And I don’t want to miss the rest. I’m kinda feeling it now again, tiny bit. This year I’m away almost two/three months. How many three months do people have? Not very many.