2024/8/7

Accidentally inappropriately harassed my sister’s cat today 😬 I wanted to pet it and it turned so my hand patted on its ass

It’s suspicious about me. Since I came in it followed me sniffed me and for a few times touched me. When I wanted to touch it it moved away. So I thought never mind. Then it came back again and sit next to my face(I was lying on the sofa).

I talked to Will and Will (why are there so many Wills) about their opinions on working in London. Will R is helpful as always. He’s smart honest and unbiased. Anger aside, I know what truly worries me to move to the UK again: safety, tax and public service. I’ve been spoiled by home(tbf most Chinese if I’m being completely honest. Stealing is rare.), I have no safety awareness that people would steal my stuff, rob or stab me- my luggage got stolen was definitely a wake up call. I’ve experienced more racism since 2020. No need to address tax and public services. Otherwise London is a fantastic place, one of the best cities in the world, from opportunity to entertainment. I can never deny how vibrant it is.

If I didn’t pass out on stairs, if I didn’t rush to come home because I was scared I might die without anyone noticing, if I didn’t cried one night when I made the decision this is all over, if it was a continuous streak, it wouldn’t be so hard of a decision for me.