2024/8/25

Tried some old clothes from 15. My guess was true, my hip is wider.

I have always been bothered by the lack of fat on my butt. It’s two solid chunk of muscle. I never got the smooth round shape.

I’m unmotivated to do transformer on hardware. Not sure if it’s lack of support or bc I already know it has a massive workload. Or I’m not interested.

Saw white hair on my sister.

Why don’t people go to their gf/bf after a night out, have sex cuddle and have breakfast together? I thought that’s the whole point of having one 😂😂😂

The truth is, I’m not sure if hardware accelerator and large model on the chip is the way to go, consider GPUs are pretty good. I mean, I had fun writing and arranging MAC units, but it doesn’t means I want to tape out another project without going towards anywhere

The thought burns me a little, I think it mainly came from my encounters with Sam: whoever I meet now and in the future, will probably had ‘love of their life’ before, someone used to be so important for them, but didn’t work out. I’m merely some substitute for the time he doesn’t want to feel lonely.