2024/8/11

My chilli 🌶️ hairclips has arrived hahhahaha

also I look really hot as a carrot

Will D forced me to do the love language test. ‘What is it?’ I asked. ‘You know, to test your love language, like time, touch, gift, I think there’s 5.’ He answered. ‘What’s the point?’ I rolled my eyes behind the phone. ‘I need all of them. And I try my best to provide them all.’

Then I started the stupid test. Most of them are really hard to choose and I don’t see why I have to choose- like buy your partner a well considered gift doesn’t means I won’t want to spend my free time doing nothing with him.

???

But there’s one question that made me particularly uncomfortable: the choice of, which is more important for you is between bla bla something nice (like the other options ) and your partner do something they hate but they do it for you

It made me sick. ‘It made me uncomfortable.’ I said ‘I don’t understand why anyone would choose this.’ He tried to explain what it means but I cut his sentence off. ‘It should be avoided in the first place. I don’t see why it makes you happy to make your partner suffer. At least I don’t take any pleasure from seeing my partner suffer.’ I dont know if other people do. If they do they are some kind of psychopath. It’s kind of disgusting.

But if it comes up in a pop quiz like this it means fair amount of people like this shit- to see the harm and degradation they do to their partner as a proof of being loved.

I’m bored. Eating dead skin on my lips.