2023/3/15
Woke up and thought, I have no idea what will happen to me this year. Not knowing is probably the best part of it.
Lolololol why a American civilian drone is at Black Sea at all πππππππ bit far from home no?
Iβm so sick of the narrative Biden is too old and too unpopular to be re-elected. He has proven himself to be a skillful politician, probably one of the best in recent history, consider the bills he passed under various deceptive names and how smooth he shift all economic and social crap to the outside. Obama was a charming superstar(the stuff he was able to accomplish during his terms is dwarfed by Biden), Trump was a loud social media influencer(who only screamed but didnβt pose real threats in terms of trade war with China) , Biden is a masterly politician who actually did his job of: ease internal tensions, give people more jobs and money, let other countries pay for it, stir some external conflict so everyoneβs busy, profit from it, create more conflict and keep the reshuffle going- heβs the textbook of Machiavellian π and actually saving America.
He might be unpopular within his party, too old, too frail, uncool. But democracts need to keep him to keep Trump out, its not the game whoβs the coolest, itβs literally a game of rock paper scissors.
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Cooking thoughts
For Abraham religions, God transcend nature
For polytheistic religions(mainly stuff Iβve seen at home), gods are nature.
Thereβs also a certain kind of divinity of human life or poses humans on a higher level than and rule other creatures because humans are created from the image of god,
Contrary to, again, Chinese mythology of δΈη©ηζη΅ (all beings/things have a soul.) Not only to animals, in many occasions, plants, rocks and waters.
Morally big difference too, in polytheism the world is amoral, gods do crappy stuff, can be bribed and coerced, and blamed to possess humans, event are mostly neutrally described
in Abraham religions, at least Christianity Iβve seen, God knows all and is (the definition of) good, thereβs a presumption of a moral of the universe or certain things are good. sin and evil came directly from humans, crime is a moral choice.
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I secretly got turned on by the βugly girl wants to have sex with youβ ad under porn. I donβt know why, I have this tingling feeling if someone wants to have sex with me even if Iβm ugly.
Itβs a strange psychology, when I look nice intentionally praises donβt really work for me. when someone told me I look nice when I dress up i normally act surprised and flattered but inside my head itβs like βAh yes I agree I thought so tooβ. but Iβll be really happy if I get attention when I look ordinary. Like greasy hair, mud on shoes, tracksuits and a pimple or two. Especially when Iβm in low energy ugly girl mode someone wants me drives me crazy