2023/6/21

Got a new phone! Will clean up my place today.

YG sent us some gossip about stuff in her class, sex this sex that etc etc, the main point is she thinks white men are scary because ‘they’ll fuck anyone and everything’

‘Sounds like he’s 饥不择食(too hungry to pick what to eat)’ I said.

I thought about why the representations we encountered are so bad.

I used to think it’s because I was in London. Now I don’t know anymore.😂

She also send me some stuff her neighbour wrote. Some bullshit about ‘no attachment but on call all the time’ ‘me and T been using each other for half a year, maybe this is the intimacy adults need, in an age of uncertainty have a person for the sake of benefit’

‘Fuck me with no attachment. I won’t even give the person my phone number if it’s no attachment. Not even real name. On call all the time?’ I replied. ‘How much time does she has?😂’

‘Those are 闲人。”Sarah said. ‘Read too much novel.’

‘It’s called good time management.’ YG said. ‘My script is not even as long as her writing.’

Do they have like brain tumour or something? Or some kind of mental disorder? I’m baffled by the ridiculousness of this no string attached but spent time together and have sex regularly thing. Time is literally the essence of life. Who tf has all the time in the world to waste on some people they are not interested to talk to in 5 years? Please. I have at least 10 better things to do.

Oh wait. Speaking of the 🤡 herself. I was literally on call for a month for Sam and looking forward to see him again the entire time.

What did I get? Humiliation.

What an idiot I am. Dumbass.

Paid the lawyer.😮‍💨 calculated roughly, this thing is gonna cost me 9k in total.

I should start packing. Maybe.